wrap me up

began an end today
gave and got given
you made a friend today
kindred soul cracked spirit
it has to end to begin

i've been hesitant to post my thoughts lately... not really sure why.

i feel like i'm completely ready for this chapter of my life to end. i need to leave this place and go somewhere new. i need to break the cycles i'm in here. i'm ready for this change.

the other day this was my away message:
hold me
wrap me up
i am small
and needy
warm me up
and breathe me

daver said that sounded like i was a burrito. a very needy burrito. i miss daver.

i got a new monitor the other day. it makes me feel as though i'm piloting a rocket ship... it seems to have cured my gnome posture though.

what is a heart worth if it's just left all alone?
leave it long enough and watch it turn into stone
why must we always be untrue?

there is a new threadless shirt that i would really like. it shows a bunch of little hand drawn stars, and each one has words next to it. it says:
wished for more time
wished my car would start
wished i could fly
wished i was happier
wished i could be invisible
wished i had a puppy
wished you'd forget me
wished i had said something more clever
wished we kept in touch
wished i had witty comebacks
i wished for you

i've wished for some of those things...