Tuesday, October 18, 2005

the hardest thing to do is find somebody who believes in you


this weekend, loller and i rented 'you and me and everyone we know'. it was a mix of rediculously awesome and kind of creepy and a lot of other things that aren't worth trying to explain. suffice to say it's how we connect with each other and interact. a must rent, i would say. the movie made me think about a lot of things and had a lot of really interesting dialogue.


most of the time i feel like this:

I don't want to have to do this living.
I just walk around.
I want to be swept off my feet, you know?
I am prepared for amazing things to happen.

I can handle it.


and some days, like today, i feel more like this:

Fuck!
Fuck you! Fuck me!
Fuck old people!
Fuck children!


Fuck peace!





Fuck.







the past few days have left me feeling exhausted...

and it won't stop raining

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